I am finding things really challenging lately. I feel like my life is crumbling around me with all the change that is happening and at the same time this change is more than a little cathartic. Living with BPD is like being in a constant battle with ones self. I am trying so hard to […]
Lately my posts here have been getting progressively darker. For those reading them it may seem that I am in a downward spiral and that with my ongoing challenge of living with Borderline Personality Disorder there is a risk for truly bad things are afoot. I would not entirely disagree with that assessment. In fact […]
I sit here preparing for my weekly therapy session and think about all the things that have changed recently in my life. The loss that I have experienced in the past 6 months has been incredible, the changes in my life and lifestyle have been dramatic, my health while stable is still in question every […]
I am very quickly learning that one of the things that makes BPD so challenging, is my need to always fix things. Especially when something is not going right for someone else. This has been a tough couple of days, and I feel my insides crying out for relief from the pain I feel, and […]