We all have choices to make in life. I have made many, many bad choices the worst of which will celebrate it's 1st Anniversary in just 7 days. I strive to be a good person, I try hard to practice gratitude in all that I do, search for the best...
The Grip
I am finding things really challenging lately. I feel like my life is crumbling around me with all the change that is happening and at the same time this change is more than a little cathartic. Living with BPD is like being in a constant battle with ones self. I...
When the Challenge of Living…
Lately my posts here have been getting progressively darker. For those reading them it may seem that I am in a downward spiral and that with my ongoing challenge of living with Borderline Personality Disorder there is a risk for truly bad things are afoot. I would not entirely disagree...
Old Endings…Or New Beginnings
I sit here preparing for my weekly therapy session and think about all the things that have changed recently in my life. The loss that I have experienced in the past 6 months has been incredible, the changes in my life and lifestyle have been dramatic, my health while stable...
I Just Want to Fix It
I am very quickly learning that one of the things that makes BPD so challenging, is my need to always fix things. Especially when something is not going right for someone else. This has been a tough couple of days, and I feel my insides crying out for relief from...