Moving Forward…Not Looking Back

The toughest thing that I have concluded during my ongoing journey battling Borderline Personality Disorder is that a big part of healing is to not dwell on past events.  This been a massive undertaking being as I can not help but feel like I created a lot of chaos during my first 44 years. I […]

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 Choosing Sobriety an Inner Battle

For much of my adult life I have known that an inner battle was being waged within me.  This battle has been with the knowledge that if I let my guard down, the power of addiction could easily overtake me and allow what for most people is a casual drink here or there, into something […]

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 When the Challenge of Living…

Lately my posts here have been getting progressively darker.  For those reading them it may seem that I am in a downward spiral and that with my ongoing challenge of living with Borderline Personality Disorder there is a risk for truly bad things are afoot. I would not entirely disagree with that assessment.  In fact […]

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 Old Endings…Or New Beginnings

I sit here preparing for my weekly therapy session and think about all the things that have changed recently in my life.  The loss that I have experienced in the past 6 months has been incredible, the changes in my life and lifestyle have been dramatic, my health while stable is still in question every […]

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