Alone?

Having BPD is a constant battle with the sense of abandonment.  I have yet to isolate when and where this feeling started but I know that right now and for most of my adult life I have struggled with this feeling. What is toughest about this part about this illness is that I really like …

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The Grip

I am finding things really challenging lately.  I feel like my life is crumbling around me with all the change that is happening and at the same time this change is more than a little cathartic.  Living with BPD is like being in a constant battle with ones self.  I am trying so hard to …

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Feeling Lost

Despite all the work that I have done to find the peace that I deserve, I do find myself feeling lost in the process of growing into the new me. This new me that is supposed to emerge from being in tune with my emotions and acting with my wise mind instead of acting on …

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Forgetting to Think

One of the biggest problems that I have even after all the work I have done on getting better is speaking without thinking.  It constantly gets me into trouble and has me saying things that I either don’t mean, or I don’t forsee the consequences of what I am saying and how those words hurt …

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